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♥ Tuesday, February 10, 2009

okay, so i'm here again... seriously, i'm trying to control myself to not use the comp... well, todae's an exception cos i nid to do smt but not now, must wait diyana to send me the iw ppt then i check. i just love diyana!!! ^^ not because she do all the work lars.... but i dunnoe, i just love her! ^^

well, just pretty out of moods lately... [is there any sentence "pretty out of moods"?] anyway, i dun care, i can't tink of it so who cares? haix... very stressed out lately, though it seems that there's nothing to be stressed about...

but... i just get this weird feeling which somehow makes me so stressed out though i dun even know what is it about... yar, i noe, it may not makes any sense... hey, though i'm tactile - "said" the learning styles thing - i dun usually get the correct words to put into the sentence that i wanna express.

i also realised CLEARLY, STRAIGHT IN THE FACE what or probably why am i so bothered by those little little things and trying my very very best to do something just to be "comparable" to another person. but in the end, i dun even QUALIFY for it. i knew it before, but i tried to cover up and tell myself that i can do it. but i know that i can't. and i got the answer STRAIGHT IN MY FACE today.

i just can't be like them. they can do almost ANYTHING to cheer one up or wadever. but i can't. i'm worried. i'm afraid. worried and afraid that i would get hurt in the end. fine, wadever you may think when you read this, but... it's not smt that i can say and i've already said too much.

Take care people!

SAYONARA~

i gotta wake up;